The penetrating pondering of one's existence.
Exasperated thoughts cut deep in the mind.
Scars in places no one can see.
Breathing the sharp air of self-destruction.
Hallucinating about real happiness.
The day is gone, the lesson taught.
Concealed dark future has been waiting.
Tomorrow, vanished into oblivion.
Exquisite pain of fragile dreams getting broken.
The celebrated fest of sorrow.
A sadist amour is by my side.
True love dissolves into hatred.
Abstract memories of a twisted romance.
Breathing and touching and feeling...
Thrusting and clasping and screaming...
An unstoppable nexus no one could break.
Once upon a time.
Once upon a time...
The happy ending got lost.
There lies the undeniable emptiness;
Still, resolute, eternal.
Timeless dark fantasies
-torn into pieces.
The never ending void between life and everything beyond...
No one. Nothing.