Abbreviations of a phantom love

             I

The penetrating pondering of one's existence.
Exasperated thoughts cut deep in the mind.
Scars in places no one can see.
Breathing the sharp air of self-destruction.
Hallucinating about real happiness.
The day is gone, the lesson taught.
Concealed dark future has been waiting.
Insidious grief;
Tomorrow, vanished into oblivion.
Ethereal madness.
Exquisite pain of fragile dreams getting broken.
The celebrated fest of sorrow.

            ♊

A sadist amour is by my side.
True love dissolves into hatred.
Abstract memories of a twisted romance.
Breathing and touching and feeling...
Thrusting and clasping and screaming...
An unstoppable nexus no one could break.
Once upon a time.
Once upon a time...
The happy ending got lost.
There lies the undeniable emptiness;
Still, resolute, eternal.
Timeless dark fantasies
-torn into pieces.
The never ending void between life and everything beyond...
No one. Nothing.
Silence...
The end.
Exclamation point.