I The penetrating pondering of one's existence. Exasperated thoughts cut deep in the mind. Scars in places no one can see. Breathing the sharp air of self-destruction. Hallucinating about real happiness. The day is gone, the lesson taught. Concealed dark future has been waiting. Insidious grief; Tomorrow, vanished into oblivion. Ethereal madness. Exquisite pain of fragile dreams getting broken. The celebrated fest of sorrow. ♊ A sadist amour is by my side. True love dissolves into hatred. Abstract memories of a twisted romance. Breathing and touching and feeling... Thrusting and clasping and screaming... An unstoppable nexus no one could break. Once upon a time. Once upon a time... The happy ending got lost. There lies the undeniable emptiness; Still, resolute, eternal. Timeless dark fantasies -torn into pieces. The never ending void between life and everything...